look honey
"what?"
this is the house where love dies

"how's so? it's just a stupid house"


it's not just a house
i tell you, this is the house where love ends
this is the house

we're outside looking in
but we're inside looking out at our own stupid faces
wondering what this house means
telling lies
fucking past fuckers
feeding hungry animals with each other's pain
listening to our neighbors do whatever neighbors do
watching pictures reading lies sniffing yesterday's panties
swallowing cum from our beloved throats unable to speak the fucking truth
christmas dinner lunch and breakfast
i've had your soul for breakfast before
the weakest meal of the day

she's on top of me her cunt wide open her legs spread   so my cock can enter her entirely
completely and watching
kind of interesting but
is it like a book a book of photographs a tenth grade daydream?
no it's not i can feel it
but believe me this is more than enough for me
i didn't expect shit


"do you like it like this baby?
do you like it when i fuck you like this?
even when you know i'd be happier fucking other dykes like me
when you know the time we've spent was a waste of time"

fuck me like this honey

i don't give a fuck about any of this

even the image of this stupid house (it's more a cottage than a house)
it's just a stupid photograph
a waste of time
i'd rather be asleep or just laying in bed doing nothing
with my eyes closed
so i don't see how fucking stupid we are

is there something inside of us?
do we amount to something more than a shit picture?
have we ever been with each other with our eyes closed?
have you ever seen me without your eyes?
poked blurred distorted confused
shitfaced you love me you trust me you know me "you wanna hurt me?"

have we ever done anything that's not attached to an image?

is there a soul?


THIS IS THE HOUSE WHERE LOVE ENDS


is there a bridge between spirit and spirit?

the gap between us, has it ever been filled with anything more than dead rats and fear and nightmares?

have we ever been together?
do we even exist?

this is the house, it's all i know right now
it's all i'm allowed to say for now

let's go live in it forever baby
fuck our brains out in this shithouse forever honey
it's all we have
this is what we deserve
a lonely fuck in the dark with no eyes
no photos no film no
no


i'll make sure you live this moment in the void the dark the witch's lair the moon the stars the fuck void the empty space between our crotches our mindless stories
you have your own i have mine
i wish i could share this with you this last time

"do you like it like this baby?
do you like it when i fuck you like this?
even when you know i'd be happier fucking other dykes like me
when you know the time we've spent was a waste of time"

this is gonna be our house forever
our final resting place forevermore
our wedding anniversary and funeral
our kids our puppies our pets
our love-filled empty stares straight to the gutter
the nights we spent telling lies
the days we spent finding food out of trashcans in the dark
downtown l.a.
stuffing our mouths with shit and cum
killing our families

i tell you now
we've always been both inside and outside of this empty house
where love dies


the piece of shit we call love

this is the house where shit dies

this is us